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& you whisper you love me..

[Oct. 24th, 2009|04:53 pm]

[	mood	\|	sigh..	]
[	music	\|	All around me.	]

Well. I have a fucking retarded spanish teacher. Nothing new there. I just got new amazing Quicksilver bedding. :X i love it good. Almost halloween. Almost time to ask her. To ask her to be mine, im a little scared, scared i will once again be played a fool. cheated on again. Never once dated someone who didn't....Girls are so cruel but i have to trust, i cant be scared of failure then ill never know what if... what if... what if... things could be different...

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Tricks

[Oct. 7th, 2009|07:09 pm]

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dorky

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High. Its been a while, what have you been doing? OH, School. My Schuyler is back <3squee. and i met this amazing girl iv been hanging around with for like 3 months now. Slowly but surely my heart is waking up. Maybe she can show me a entirely different world. So far its Acey 0, girlfriends...3. Maybe she wont make a fool of me, but im not jumping into the surf just yet. Nothing to fast, not again. No more pain. But she is brilliant.

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& Every night she cries herself to sleep

[Sep. 27th, 2009|06:49 pm]

[	mood	\|	Rejected	]
[	music	\|	Rainy Monday	]

. So iv had a crush on this girl for like 4 or 5 years. Shes a very good friend. I asked her if we ever had a chance today.

She said no.. because i have lupus.. honestly.. i would much rather have been told i was ugly.

and its then.. when i acually cried...

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she smiled at on me a subway....	[Sep. 25th, 2009\|01:39 pm]
I havn't been on here for like a month or two. Been figuring out my life, getting out of debt x_x yah right. Signed up for Spanish at the O.C. finally using my brain for something besides smoking pot. Still single, so nooo im not dating that girl you have seen me with, so you can stop asking. oi. >_o I WANT to go to a Comic Con with you Whitey :]] After breaking up with Chase, i found out a lot of things... a lot of things aboot my friends. I chose not to bring it up because it takes 2 people to tango... to lie to you.. to cheat on you while your going through chemo, because your not giving them enough attention. Ill make sure not to exspect someone to fucking love me when im dying. How fucking selfish of me. But its whatever... i know who my friends are. my hair is growing back.. thick and long :]
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Just maybe...	[Aug. 30th, 2009\|10:48 am]
Im better off alone. yah so Me and Chase arnt together, big whoop, its old news so dont ask. Anyway, been in a constant state of partying in Tacoma and P Town. for like two weeks. x_x crazzzy, but at least Keisha watched me because i dont remember for the life of me, what happened im sure it was fun. Other then that, nothing much. Hanging with Amanda everyday. What else am i gonna do?
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Can someone say BAM?!	[Jun. 30th, 2009\|10:35 am]

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Things just may be okay

[Jun. 16th, 2009|07:13 pm]

[	mood	\|	determined	]
[	music	\|	My smoking song: Lil Wyte	]

I focusing on finishing school and furthering my education sense chemo is over.
[never finished college because CHEMO got thrown at me]
Got a meeting at that school tomorrow to figure out what i gotta do.

Then another meeting later at the OC to find out what classes i need to sign up for pre-wrecks for the RN program at SPSCC.
Save welfare checks up so i can get an apartment in Olympia when im ready to do classes at SPSCC

Working on my future and learning makes me happy. Everything will work out. :]
I can do this crazy lil thing called life damnit!!!

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my heart	[Jun. 14th, 2009\|08:47 pm]
is empty without you. im gonna crawl into a hole for a very very long time......
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Back from almost exploding from MRSA again.	[Jun. 8th, 2009\|01:22 pm]
Aside from countless ER visits, Spokane was nice. Acacia's graduation was nice. She's moved in with me, one of those "big" relationship steps. "ahhhh" There is so much i wanna say but, not im the mood to hurt anyones feelings today. We've been smoking hookah in my room at night. Amazing. We did a SHIT TON of job hunting, applying and such. We're gonna go do more today i think, if she gets up :P HA! i noticed LJ is like 10 years old, iv had mine for like 9 years. :X its been OOOOOOODLES of fun. Note: MRSA hurts a lot the 2nd time around too
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Tell me baby, whats your story?	[May. 13th, 2009\|09:46 pm]
Friday i get the fuck out of here. :] I did my last chemo yesterday. For now. I feel amazing. Everything is settling right into place. Im going up to Spokane for a month then driving back with my girl<3 Finally never having to say goodbye. I wont get into that love stuff. None of my friends seem to understand. All they want is to get laid, and not get deep into the emotions that make us human. thats okay though. Its gonna be in the 70's this weekend over there so im excited for finally a little fucking sun ya know?! I still with my friends would just.. fuck i dont know.. sometimes you just gotta give up on people. I know its bad to say but you cant stand back with the ones standing still forever. Some teacher in college told me that once... Oh and crazy bitches shouldn't be allowed to drive SUV' on mother's day. FUCKin EH!
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